Friday, October 03, 2008
00:44 ●

I have no mood. I cant sleep. i cant this, i cant that.
idk why. I feel weird. I don't feel like talking to
anyone, meeting anyone. idk why. JGN TANYA
LAGIK! I'm not going to school today.
it's already 1.05 AM and i'm still awake,
Emo-ing.

I'm glad both of them are ok now. if u guys need my
help i'm always there for u guys. I'm willing to be
everyone's listening ear ;)

People keep telling me what for i keep thinking and
helping other people but others did not help, give or do
anything back for me. I'm sorry to those who keep
saying that to me. I like helping my love one. If u guys
have trouble, u guys can come to me. i don't mind.
Pls don't say i'm acting friendly blar blar blar.. It's just
that if my love one is happy i am too. i don't care if i'm
hurt or what but i don't want my love one to be hurt.
Thank you for ur Understanding :)

to H, i'm sorry i did not listen to u again but i just cant
do what u ask me to do. it's hard to do that. u know how
i feel if u are in this state.
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It's now 3.23AM. and i am still awake. i can't sleep. just
finish eating mcdonald. just to accompany my bro and
since morning i've been craving for mcdonald so why
not i buy right. it's been awhile since i ate fast food. No
kidding. smoking while updating my blog. my heart feels
like something is wrong. idk what or why. i'll update again
if i haven't sleep yet.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )