Friday, September 12, 2008
17:06 ●


sorry Ros for backing out on the buka at ur house.
seriously aku tak de mood nak gi mane2.
and now i think im gonna be sick.

didn't eat sahur again cause im having this Red
light thinggy. just drink water and smoke.
gah! im hungry. but i dont feel like eating.
im hungry for cig but i already smoke 4 stick.
and left 10 more. hehe?

currently listening to songs mainly secondhand
serenade. alamak. i know! im emo-ing. SHUDDUP!
tak de mood nak sms sape2 nak chat ngan sape2.

yesterday was scolded again by mum. i really dont
wish to go home. i wanna runaway! but i know i cant.
i just wish i am dead. it makes everybody happy.
what am i to everybody eyes? maid? fat and ugly
gal? stupid? spare tyre? yea! i am all that.
thanks to the mum, dad, bro and sis. u guys are my
worst nightmare. u are breaking my heart.
i've ran out of tears. i have enough. i wont tell other anymore.
what's the use of telling them? they dont understand how i
feel. u guys are making my teenage life sucks.
sometimes i get jealous why am i not like the others?
why am i born to be one major disaster.


There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here...
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )