Friday, September 26, 2008
11:15 ●

I'm sorry for not replying ur sms..
it really breaks my heart when u say GOODBYE.
Nab ask me what's my expression when i first
read ur msg. i told her it was lame and weird but
the real one was i was hurt.. i don't mind ur voice
but the evil word was the thing that make me don't
feel like answering ur sms. I'm sorry if i hurt u too.
she also ask if i'm scared that u will be going to London
for 30 or more days and yes i say idk. but the real answer
is YES i am. I cant stop thinking bout u. Why? Why?
after all the scolding by my mum and dad, u make it
worst. i understand bout Eric being in hospital makes u
sad and miserable it makes me sad too. he's my friend.
UR friend. HER friend. I keep telling myself falling in
love was a big mistake until u show me the real thing.
thanks..
again i'm sorry for not replying ur sms..
Have a safe trip to London.
I'll miss u..

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )