Friday, April 20, 2007
14:29 ●

i cut my hand during mother tongue lesson.
there are 5 lines.each one means something
2 me.

1: i hate myself because im fat
2: i hate myself because im ugly
3: i hate myself because im stupid
4: i hate myself cause i cant cope wit the
lesson
5: i hate my fwens.

i hate rich people.i really really hate them.
act people.i hate "N" because she is one of
the rich people who act big as if they are the
king.
"N" if u are reading this and u noe im talking
about u, this is the reason y i hate u.
u make me fell like im not ur fwen.u always zu here
zu there.in ur mind there is only zu and ur SISTER.
meluat aku tengok.aku kalau ada adek tak de nak jadi
mcm kau.kau tau tak.sebenarnye ramai org tak suka kau?
i like u cause u are smart.but u also lokek.
selfish.nvr wan give people things.u only give zuraiha.
did u ever noe how i feel when we go out u alwaes zu here
zu there.u and ur kpo little sis.aku ingatkan tak semua org
kaya yg mcm dalam cita indonesia.kau buat aku percaya 2
semua.org kaya yg blagak, hidung tinggi.sports day pun
pegi naek kereta ngan zu.tak ajak aku ngan shahira. pegi
wayang bilang zu yg aku tak nak gi.padahal kau tak ajak
langsung.kau pinjam duit aku beli nugget aku bagi.itu
pun aku ambik 1 nugget aje.laen aku bagi kau zu ngan adek
kau.tak de aku ambik byk.2 pun kau nak lokek.aku yg miskin
tak bayak duit kau tak kesah.padahal hari tengok wayang 2
aku cuma bawak $20 dollar aje.kau bawak bayak.sampai aku
tengok kau beli brg yg merepek.brg merepek kau can afford
2 buy.nugget ur kau nak masokkan dalam perot kau kau cant
afford.is it fair?aku luar kan semua yg aku rasa pasal kau.
u and ur sis.always thing that u are a queen, pwincess.
but 2 me u are like me.even i do pe.do mass run.i somemore
not fit get tired easily.i got leg cramp alwaes.but i still
run.not like u.menstruation only don wan run.isnt it lame?
think again.and now u hasot ros, fadz, zu and the rest.now
ros and fadz nvr talk 2 me.they nvr lyn me.even i call them
they will nvr answer.like this la.if u don like me so much
i will assk my mum if i can change skool.i don mind it.and
if ros and fadz or the others tell u what i say about u.i dont
mind.cause its the fact. think again "N".
u think u rich u can do everything?do u remember when zu say
she don have dad and u laugh say u have.u wanna noe something.
she cried that time.she told me its all because of u.and guess
what I LOVE BEING POOR.even my dad get $1200 for his pay,i fell
that its all that i need.at least i can pay for the bills.tell u
something susah2 dulu senang2 kemudian.fcuk u!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )